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I have been actively involved in my ROTC unit since my freshman year, but I’ve come to realize that it is more of a burden than a pleasure. I rarely enjoy doing things anymore because of the people that I encountered within the program. Next year I’m supposed to have a lot of responsibilities which I don’t mind; however, I fear that I’m going to feel unhappy throughout much of the year. Lately I’ve been more interested in my health and exercising and yoga more so than anything else. I worked out with the girl’s cross country team and I kind of wish I would have pursued that at the beginning of my freshman year, rather than something that makes me so discontent. I’m going to try girl’s CC even if I know I will be the worst on the team. I mean perhaps I will never compete, but it will be good for me and bring me some happiness… right? who knows. I wish there was a simple solution and maybe more time. Also, there are so much expectations for me within the unit. I can be successful and unhappy there or suck at everything else. Plus I could join other clubs at school. IDK anymore. I really don’t know. at all.
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