In my dream it was a different world filled with endless possibilities. I looked into this beautiful lake filled with rich blue water, and a figure started rising out of the water. A goddess came out of the water, she was beautiful and extravagant and larger than life. I looked at the beauty of her face and upon closer examination I realized it was myself. I had never seen myself so beautiful or thought of myself as beautiful. It was like seeing the world in a different perspective. I don’t know if I’ll ever see myself as beautiful as I did in the dream, but I think my dream means that I should.

nightmare

Just woke up from the sickest nightmare ever. I want to point out that this dream occurred an hour after I managed to find some sleep during a sleepless night. I was in my room like normal and suddenly my body went limp and I had very minimal control over myself. In the dream I went back to sleep and I woke up completely naked, for someone had taken off my clothes and messed with my room. It was almost like I was drugged the entire time. My room kept getting messier and more distorted and different. The furniture was broken and all my textbooks, clothes, technology, and almost anything in sight was ripped, tangled, or thrown all over the place. I felt like I was under the influence of some drug and could not move or control myself. I would wake up at different hours more and more distraught at the sight of things that I would attempt to go back to sleep as a means of escaping the chaos that surrounded me. At one point I woke up and moved around. My room seemed relatively normal except I was still nude. My clothes was still in my room, but I could not dress myself. As I navigated through my room a woman came in through the door, and she looked at me momentarily. I took the opportunity and glanced through the open door and noticed that it was not my house. The woman then took off her clothes and began to rape me. I resisted as much as I could until  I blanked out and woke up in my bed again. When I woke up I was in my bed dazed and even more confused. My body felt stiff and sore. I noticed that my laptop was laid in front of me and logged into my Facebook account. I looked closely and noticed that I had an obscene amount of notifications, messages, and friend requests. Then I looked at my profile picture. It was a picture of me completely naked and posed. I didn’t know how this occurred and was repulsed, and terrorized by the image I just saw. I began to cry intensely and scream. This is where the dream ended. I was so overwhelmed by the intensity, the vividness, and realistic feeling of this dream that I immediately turned on my lights and checked my Facebook account. I cried briefly and currently I feel violated and scared even if it was simply a dream. 

A dream

I often have vivid dreams. Last night I dreamed that I was dating some guy who’s family was in a secret cult. I guess his family invited us over for Christmas or something. So my mom and I went over to their house. When I finally arrived in the house it looked like something out of a horror movie inside the house. Very dark and gloomy. I could overhear his mother and grandmother performing some rituals while staring at me. Shortly after, “my boyfriend” in the dream took me aside. He explained to me that they planned on sacrificing me and that he would create a diversion so that I could escape with my mother. In the dream the guy picked us up in his car so we had no vehicle to escape in, instead we had to run. So while he created a diversion my mother and I ran away as fast as possible. They noticed and started chasing after us. I began to run faster and faster until I tripped over something. I could see the ground approaching me rapidly until I suddenly woke up. This is the end of my dream.