Stressed because college stuff is overwhelming and things must be perfect to get anywhere.
Aww yeah, actual documentary on history channel! What?!? Life is great
So I have this nasty pain in my hip that won’t go away. I didn’t go to practice since there was a tempo run today, and with this there’s no way I would be able to run. Ill go tomorrow and ask coach what he thinks. Meh. I have to do my philosophy homework as well, but I would rather watch criminal intent. The struggle is real.
Today while running I realized that I’ve been letting habit hold me back. When I started to increase my pace, I noticed I could do it, even if a little harder. I don’t always have to finish last or suck. I can do it!
6 miles today. Coach said I was running good today. Haven’t been this happy with my running in a while.
I want it to be morning, so that I can eat breakfast. Feed me!
I’ve got a 5 miler waiting for me tomorrow, and I’m pretty sure I’m going to die at the other girl’s pace, but I’m going to die trying. I’ve got to struggle to get better, and I know I will struggle. Hopefully by the end of the summer I can keep pace. Another month and a half until school starts, I better make it count.
Today was the first day I was able to keep pace during practice, I didn’t stop and I didn’t slow down. So happppyyyyyyyyfkjdfh dhf df asfh ldf. Hopefully this is a new trend in my running.
The sadness never disappears for long, it always creeps back into my life, and it last longer than most of the people in my life.
I haven’t really used my blog as intended lately. I’m going to start posting my thoughts daily and uploading pictures as of tomorrow. I mean, why not…. Right?